Arrrgh

Unfortunately today was one of these days when waking up on the wrong side of the bed was in order..  I was in a shitty mood all day, it was so bad  I wished the world was people free or better yet end all-together.  I had a hangover without alcohol.  I tried my best though: I forced myself  to discover a new fish market, followed by a trip to the zoo (check my Facebook post for the latter.)  Yet he presence of an other human with vocal cords few feet from me was excruciating.  By 3 PM I crawled back to my apartment. At 3:15 it rained cats and dogs, just saying...

Just one of these day when I overly miss my sweet price.  I love you Wayne..  Fuck I hate grieving, more now that I know it will be a forever part of me.

I now mostly have days with, and seldom have days without; today was a day without  Hopefully tomorrow will be another day. filled with with(es).  Hope is not lost, on the contrary. Happy thoughts, and happy dreams to y'a all.   LOVE